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goodbye,

There’s a storm churning. It’s been churning for a few days.




They have been bickering more. He is so tired and I think he is scared.  I feel upside down when I feel what he feels; the edges are dizzy, muffled.




Heat lightning tonight.

A pause, then pounding thunder -

The thing is still brewing, the wind blowing,

But no rain yet.

I think about the forest fires

And human moods reflecting nature’s swelling

And I go out to turn off the lights in the trees




Huge forks of lightning above

We’re in a heat wave

All this burning it’s transforming and a lot of it scares me




It’s raining finally




I’m watching the rain fall in droplets into the pool water

And I feel like the ripples are waving, telling me goodbye

“The rain is so welcome, it is so wonderful” his words curve downward at their ends. He looks so tired. He asks me if I remember how to lock the door.